The end of the 4th day. Today was one of the best days in my life. Not only because I did what I thought is impossible but because today I was proud of myself. Proud of all the things I changed since the beginning of the year. Proud that I am in control of my life probably for the first time. And everything independent of any guy or relationship. I should have given myself more credit before :) Today I didn 't feel at all the need to smoke. I was more calm than I ever been after smoking. I started washing everything in the house as I can feel the trace of smoke in all the clothes. And I biked 36 km :) next week I' ll start running, even if I totally hate it and probably the lungs will collapse very fast. Tomorrow I ll try another test. I ll go for a coffee with someone who smokes to see what reaction my body will have. But now time for sleep! Probably the most relaxing sleep in years!
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