8:20 am , Monday, April 29. Today is officially the first day as a "non-smoker" and approximately 20 h since the last cigarette. This morning was not as bad as I expected. I woke up like usual, did all the routine things with a small exception: I did not smoke. ( on a normal day I would have smoked at least 6 cigarettes since I woke up until now). Even so I was still able to leave the house, take the bus and get to my office. In the bus was a bit tough, I could smell all the smokers there and I was a bit sick, the sensation of suffocation. Tomorrow I'll take the bike !!! All the way to here, I could see everywhere smokers and lighted cigarettes: they were everywhere: suddenly everyone started to smoke??!!
Yesterday I found out a pretty good solution to make easier the crisis: cold shower and then do crunches until totally exhausted. Now I have to find a solution for the institute. Up to now is pretty OK; I just hope I won't meet my supervisor today !!!
I worked pretty hard to get hooked on cigarettes at the times when I was a stupid teenager (they were horrible at the beginning and they were making me so sick) now I have to work double as hard to get rid of them !!
So smile, suffer and get cured ! In this case really the time is my friend. I know that with every hour that is gone it is getting better as the nicotine will slowly leave my body.
"Smile, tomorrow will be a better day"--- in this situation is really true !!
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