Monday 29 April 2013
4:52 pm ; I have to go away, I have to run as far as possible; the office is too small, every single noise is driving me crazy; the hand started shaking, and I feel the unstoppable need to break something and to scream ; I should go home, at least there I can break everything; I know that it will be even worse home, but at least there is the cold shower; and I can cry there ! The pressure inside the head is increasing as well ; I can't think clearly anymore ; Unbelievable, all these just because of cigarettes!!! I don't know how it will end , but I don't want to smoke, that's what I know for sure ; I'll break a hand , the head , anything else, but I don't want to smoke. I am out of here; one hour with the bike on the fields should calm me down a bit;
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