Sunday 28 April 2013

First hours

Last cigarette was at 10 am  in the morning even if oficially I will stop starting  tomorrow . Is 4:20 pm and I already started shacking. My head hurts, I am very very dizzy  and I feel stomach sick also. I started looking for a cigarette but is nothing around. I will go back to bed and try to calm the little monster in the stomach that craves  nicotine. I wont give give up , he wont have any cigarette anymore.I feel the need to cry so I stop writing for now. The situation is too bad out here. Hopefully calmer periods will come !!

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